Aku susah nak berubah kerana cintakan dunia lebih dari akhirat.

Aku susah nak berubah kerana cintakan dunia lebih dari akhirat.

Pada mulanya aku letak "orang susah nak berubah...". Kemudian aku terfikir, kenapa 'orang' yang aku tujukan kenapa tidak aku mengaku sendiri. Aku tahu satu jawapan yang pasti akhirnya, aku susah nak berubah kerana cintakan dunia lebih dari akhirat.

Aku bercita-cita tinggi, berangan-angan tinggi nak ubah sesuatu pd diri aku untuk melangkah ke fasa yang lebih membahagiakan.Kalau ikutkan niat tu datang sejak di matrik lagi, tahun 2005 lagi.Dah 6 tahun berlalu namun aku masih belum ke fasa itu.Lama betul kan.

Sedangkan aku selalu dengar yang jika lintasan hati untuk buat kebaikan itu datang, segeralah lakukannya kerana bimbang lintasan itu tidak akan datang lagi.Masih lagi aku fikirkan akan tanggapan manusia, tanggapan mahluk yang hanyalah hamba pada Allah.

Hati masih tidak ikhlas, hati masih tidak redha, hati masih pada dunia.

Ya Allah, kaburkanlah aku pada pandangan dunia...

Aku takut akan pujian kerana pujian itu yang membawa kepada riak dan fitnah lantas membawa aku jauh dari akhirat dan semakin cintakan dunia. Nauzubillah!

Aku terjumpa sepotong ayat dari blog seseorang (http://www.semogaallahmencintaiku.blogspot.com)...

Dare to fail

Nobody wish for a failure future and no one ask for the hardness of life. They measure success by looking at the end output. Failure is a big NO. And there is no bright side when you meet the failure.You even think that its gonna be an end to everything. You fell down and did nothing. Poor you I must say!!

Let me bring you to a simple anology.

Anology 1
It is a bright sunny day.The sun spread its light to the entire earth after a week of rainy season. "What a good day", said you. Then after a while, the sky look so dark and suddenly its raining. "Oh no!Its rainning again..", sighed you.
You see, bright day often said to be as a "good weather" while rainfalls is a "bad weather".But did you realise that the combination of this two weather will give the entire world a colourful rainbows?

Now apply it in your daily life.How success and failure combination will produce a great end output? Its so simple isnt it?My main point here is, DARE TO FAIL.Thats the key of success.

Are you going to finish strong ?

I cried the moment i saw this.I keep watching it.Again it is just the right time.I was so down and givup.But Allah help me.He give me strenght.You see, Allah is always with us even tho you had forgotten Him for a long time.Alhamdulillah.Syukur pada Allah.

So what you do when u fall down?
There sometimes in your life
When u fall down
do you think u have hope?
I will try 100 times
If i fail n i give up,
do u think im gonna get up?
No!
But if i fail i try again, n again n agaIn
Its not the end
Its matter how you gonna finish
Are u gonna finished strong?
And you'll find that strength to get back up

Its not the matter of this man religion but the message that He sent to you.Have you ever think about this?Say Alhamdulillah because the moment you read this entry, you are next person who got His message.You are the choosen one fela!

**abaikan english i ;)

If you believe in Allah

Things happened if you believe.

"Its not about the language.Not even arabic nor bahasa melayu.But its about the faithfullness of your heart.Say the doa with a full hopes to Allah.Say it with all of your heart, with the feelings of tawaduk and kusyuk."

-Nik Nur Madihah, terbaik SPM 2008-